My Eljay is SIX YEARS OLD today! :D:D
Who knew that times could change.
I think. The most amazing feeling was this past weekend. I haven't felt that good all semester.
This past weekend was amazing. In the simplest manner and all.
All I can hope for is that this feeling stays with me, simply for the rest of the semester. And maybe that'll fuel some motivation for me to fix all the C's I have. I'm not going to let anyone bring me down again. Or I'm going to try really hard to associate myself with better people.
As one of my friends said before, it seemed impossible before, but you still move on believe it or not. I'm still not completely and perfectly better, but I feel so good compared to weeks ago.
All I want right now is to hold onto the goals I had made before the mess that is this semester happened. My goals are the most important, and the people that are most important to me are those who help me achieve these goals, not bring me down constantly.
The feeling is more than amazing knowing that not all faith is lost. Faith is the basis of everything beautiful.
Here's me taking the time out of my ridiculously busy life to say, I'm the Clarinet Section Leader for next season!! Wooo!!!
And I've been getting 4 hours of sleep for the past week. My roommate and I woke up this morning, and the first thing she said to me was the dark circles under both our eyes. XD Sigh!!
Better update soon!
I had Wawa for the first time in over a month just yesterday. It tasted wonderful.
Last week, I rode the train for the first time with a friend who needed to go to a dentist office. We never found it, and got lost multiple times. People in Metuchen had no idea where anything was. And they live there. O.o Suree....
Today, I'm going to Plymouth Whitemarsh for Oakcrest's competition. I can't wait. I haven't seen their full show yet, and I'm absolutely excited. I get to see Sven, whom I haven't seen for three weeks now (it's slowly getting easier...) And all the other people, whom I have seen for a month+. It's like..a half surprise for all my friends there. I've only told Sven and Rickie. I'm still so very excited. My friend, Amanda, and I are going together, and she seems excited too.
I LOVE PANDORA. :D
I have tonnes of homework. XD I have a an exam, a quiz, lab report, labs, essay, and just regular problems to do. Man, I love aspiring to be a Pharmacist (half-sarcasm). I also have to figure out some financial aid stuff (damn, economy). Then, I finally get to start work study on Monday. Then, I should go about wondering why I haven't been registered to vote already when I sent in the stuff a while ago. Ah, college.
Yay, life. Love life.
I have to cough up so much money for Rutgers. ;_;
My spirits are breaking again...
But I'm in a good mood right now.
It's like..I'm breaking, but I'm happy. Does that make sense at all...?
Oh. My. God. Pogo has WORD RIOT DELUXE. *squeeeeeeeeeeee*
My jaw dropped. & I got really, really excited.
But...meh. I think you have to pay for it. & you have to download something. :[ :[
But still! It's the spirit of the matter! <3<3<3
It's been there since APRIL! OH. MY. GOD.
Meh. I feel as if my life is going completely ...wrong.
Graduation is Wednesday. :| It's not phasing me anymore.
I dread summer.
But still excited. Meh.
If my parents were okay with me, I would completely adore every thought of summer. But no, I have this conflict...
and another. meh.
I wonder...if I should devise a runaway plan or not...
ready a little suitcase.
place...or I could be like a vagabond.
... oh, the possibilities.
Running away will be an adventure. A terrifying adventure, but regardless...
Let me begin this scheming...